I'm not sure where to start. I think I may be a lesbian but some days I get confused.
I've never actually experienced anything with a female, but I have with males, however it hasn't ever felt right; it's always felt wrong, being with a male. It always felt like something was missing, something just wasn't right. I was never content or happy.
I know I'm attracted to females in every way: sexually, emotionally etc. I'm 24 years old. I remember first being attracted to females when I was 8. I knew it was different but I just ignored it. Throughout high school, I can never remember truly being attracted to guys. I did, however, fall head over heels for my friend.
I then jumped into a relationship with a male. That lasted almost 3 years, to suppress/ignore the feelings for my friend (they never went away).
Since then I haven't wanted to be with a male—I have no desire to have any kind of relationship with a male—yet when I think about having a relationship with a female I feel lighter, a little free, I suppose.
I have a son and I'm afraid if I am lesbian that it would ruin his life. My brother is gay and my family accept him. I'm just worried that they won't accept me or they'll think I'm 'making it up' etc.
I guess my question is, is it possible that I'm a lesbian even though I've never had any experience with a female and have only had male relationships?