So me and this boy recently broke up and he said to me that we should stay friends. To be honest, at first i found it hard because i really fell for him during the time we had been together. He is like my first love and i still love him with all my heart. We actually do talk and stuff but it's just not the same and i miss 'us'.

Whenever i talk to him we actually still have very serious talks like couples do and we laugh and stuff like nothing happened. I still fight to get him back because we broke up for a stupid reason saying he is moving and maybe it's for the best if i find someone near me but i know i won't because all i have in my head is him.

Recently he told me how he's postponing for him to move to like near the end of 2012 or sometime in 2013 and we are going to speak soon to talk more about it face to face, so i thought this could be my chance to maybe see that it's not worth throwing us away.

I might be 15 but i am soon 16 and i know this, well him, is who i want!! He even was talking to me about sex and how he had a dream about it and when i become 16 if i would do it with him. It's weird because he could have any girl to be honest!! And i am sorry but i actually would! He's 18 by the way.