I think i'm different
I can't remember my childhood but i think i'm a little different. You know how a child plays an "imaginary game" with themselves or friends? Well what if you're in high school and you still do just that? What if you try and stop but you get this tight feeling in your chest like you're about to burst and you don't like hanging out with friends--all you want to do is play an imaginary game with yourself?
I don't know if this is the right site for this but i'm starting to doubt my sanity. If there are others like this then you're not alone.
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You aren't alone. I did that right through high school, played imaginary games, had conversations with imaginary beings in my head. I used to lock myself in my bedroom and actually have these convos out loud, with myself!
If I could make a suggestion, have you ever tried writing your "games" down? Like a short story? Or even a play? It might help release that amazing imagination you have, and give you comfort in the fact that you are NOT weird, just very clever.
Its really up to you. sometimes mental things really take some self examination, for instance do you have it under control? Does it scare you? Does it bother you? If you can control yourself then its not a big deal.
Personally ive been going through some mental problems lately also. And i told my doctor and she said she would refer me to a specialist and never called back. I see things that arent there and hear things that arent there. im constantly paranoid and on and off depressed for next to no reason. Some days are worse than others. It scares me when its bad, so i do feel like i need to get checked out.
If youre worried, have a chat with a doctor or school counsellor.