Plain old fat
Hi, i'm 12 years old and I weigh 130 pounds [59kg]. I know i'm fat. I look at my friends with their curvy, skinny bodies and look at mine. Btw i'm 5'4 [163cm].
My mom says i look so beautiful but i just think i'm plain ugly. My friends "wish" they had my body but really i secretly want theirs.
I have this crush who also used to be my best friend until his girlfriend started making rumours about how i ate chocolate in the bathroom.
I cried every day, wanting to be skinny like my friends and Selena Gomez but that will never happen. I can't look at my pant size cause i'm scared. My breasts aren't even developing.
I'm just sick and tired of everything. I'm just plain old fat.
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Don't call yourself fat! You're only making yourself feel worse.
I'm in a similar situation--I'm like 53kg, 150cm--and all of my friends are either normal or slim (and all taller than me too *smh). So i'm basically this short, chubby girl.
Anyways, you're 12 so you're still growing, so all that 'fat' could probably just be baby fat which will turn into curves~ :D. You could help it by moving more.
And I think that was a pretty stupid rumour too. The only bad thing I see about eating chocolate in the bathroom is whether it'd be hygienic or not. So, let's hope you've washed your hands! Anyways, I hope you cheer up. I'd like it if my mum called be beautiful--she usually calls me fat instead -_-'
gosh, i wish i was your size! i'm 87kgs, 5'3. i have DD boobs and a really big bum.
you're lucky you're the size you are - be happy with yourself :) stuff that girl & that boy. you'll find someone, when you're old enough :) my boyfriend loves the size i am! you'll find when you're older, you'll drop all that weight and those friends of yours will still be skinny little sticks begging for your curves ;) trust me, my friends are jealous! love yourself girl xo
Your mum was right ... you are beautiful ^_^ That girlfriend of your crush is just ... nasty. don't let anyone get in your way of happiness!
I used to wish to have my friend's body ... but youve got to know, everyone is unique and it defines who you are! I bet you'll have beautiful curves in the future anyway :D
Heres the thing - i work out a lot, i look fine, curvy slim but boy it takes something to stop myself piling it on. my friends are naturally skinny but not curvy or athletic shaped in any way.
What I'm saying is if u wanna loose the 'fat', work out. u have to put something in. however men love a big lady! Not that ur big COS UR NOT FAT! ur beautiful. who cares what other people think. its ur life not theirs sister!!!!