Plain old fat
Hi, i'm 12 years old and I weigh 130 pounds [59kg]. I know i'm fat. I look at my friends with their curvy, skinny bodies and look at mine. Btw i'm 5'4 [163cm].
My mom says i look so beautiful but i just think i'm plain ugly. My friends "wish" they had my body but really i secretly want theirs.
I have this crush who also used to be my best friend until his girlfriend started making rumours about how i ate chocolate in the bathroom.
I cried every day, wanting to be skinny like my friends and Selena Gomez but that will never happen. I can't look at my pant size cause i'm scared. My breasts aren't even developing.
I'm just sick and tired of everything. I'm just plain old fat.
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Don't call yourself fat! You're only making yourself feel worse.
I'm in a similar situation--I'm like 53kg, 150cm--and all of my friends are either normal or slim (and all taller than me too *smh). So i'm basically this short, chubby girl.
Anyways, you're 12 so you're still growing, so all that 'fat' could probably just be baby fat which will turn into curves~ :D. You could help it by moving more.
And I think that was a pretty stupid rumour too. The only bad thing I see about eating chocolate in the bathroom is whether it'd be hygienic or not. So, let's hope you've washed your hands! Anyways, I hope you cheer up. I'd like it if my mum called be beautiful--she usually calls me fat instead -_-'
gosh, i wish i was your size! i'm 87kgs, 5'3. i have DD boobs and a really big bum.
you're lucky you're the size you are - be happy with yourself :) stuff that girl & that boy. you'll find someone, when you're old enough :) my boyfriend loves the size i am! you'll find when you're older, you'll drop all that weight and those friends of yours will still be skinny little sticks begging for your curves ;) trust me, my friends are jealous! love yourself girl xo
Your mum was right ... you are beautiful ^_^ That girlfriend of your crush is just ... nasty. don't let anyone get in your way of happiness!
I used to wish to have my friend's body ... but youve got to know, everyone is unique and it defines who you are! I bet you'll have beautiful curves in the future anyway :D