Hi, lets start off with the basics. I am a 16 year old boy and have written stuff on here b4. I am gay and have a boyfriend but it is soooooo complicated (if u want to, check out "2 boys in love" in the relationships section).

Anyway lately, like the past week, i have just had these feelings like I really want to be a dad. I want to hold my baby in my arms and watch him or her grow up so badly and see all their friends. I just want this so bad i actually started crying before when i thought of it and imagining holding this baby in my arms. But I cannot have a baby of my own, as in a baby that was created by me, not adoption. I want a baby that was created by me, i just don't know what to do. No one knows i want a baby and I don't know what to do...